If I Should Lose You
10 Dec 2010 Leave a Comment
in Poetry Tags: If I should lose you, Loss, Roxanne Musngi
If I should lose you in the day
When shadows hide your face
Where would I turn to find the light-
I’ll need to take your place?
If I should lose in some vast
Expanse of lonely themes
Where would I turn to
What future could replace the past
What voice would sing my dreams
If I should lose you there would be
But remnants of this heart
To pulse a broken memory
To echoes far apart
And so I pray that I could see
By something in your eyes
That you would twine your hand in mine
To walk through sunlit skies
(I saw this poem at home, I do not know who wrote it on a teared piece of paper and placed it inside my sister’s bag, but I know that this person dedicated to my sister Roxanne who passed away Last July 24, 2010. May you rest in peace little sis.)
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Previous Note:
Last July 24, my beloved sister was held-up and stabbed to death four times.
No one wanted to help because they were all scared.
I hope their conscience burn them in hell!
She was only 20.
She is my one and only sister.
www.gmanews.tv/video/63919/suspects-in-robbery-murder-of-…
www.philstar.com/Article.aspx?articleId=597604&public…
Please do read her blog www.roxsays.blog.com/
And please, pray for her…
the piano and the drum
19 Oct 2010 5 Comments
in Poetry Tags: Charms Musngi, drum, piano
Because I am the piano and you are the drum,
the symphony is never complete without us.
without the slide of beats that falls on a downstream of eroded rocks.
Without the music that injects a vile that draws
this mile long hike of harmony (that stops and trips a while)
before we reach the bank of many waiting hearts
My piano grows a lush of oaks
Your drums swirl lucid drops of tones.
And together we sound as one
in music,
in hymn,
in mind
and in heart.
Two thumps — one pitch.
One beat in an octave of notes.
A catharsis of melodies…vibrant
As one.
I hum the melody in the beat of your pulse.
because I am the piano and you are the drum.
Galit
31 Oct 2009 5 Comments
(Sa aking paglalakad nakasalubong ko ang isang galit na paslit sa Blumentritt)

Dalawampu’t Apat na oras na walang tulog
At galit ang inihandog sa akin
Ng kinasasabikang agahan
Galit na nagsiklaban
Na tila posporong sinindihan
At walang pasubaling itinapon
Sa isang garapon ng damdamin
Ng naglalawang gasolina
Naguumapaw na naipong mga luha
Na pinilit lunukin at bumalot
Na parang semento sa pusong
Tuluyang napuno na ng poot
Na marahil tulad ko’y maglalaho
Isasama sa aking paglisan
Bitbit: isang asul na kamiseta
Isang pares ng pang ibaba
Isang libong piso
At isang lumang sipilyo
H’wag mo akong subukang hanapin
Hayaang pakawalan ang lihim
Ng isang galit na malalim
Deep Slumber
14 Aug 2009 1 Comment
in Poetry Tags: deep, father, sleep, slumber
Lost in your sea of memories
You had long forgotten
How to survive–the waves
How to build once more–the castle
of your crushed and shattered sands
Is it the sickness of your sorrow
That gravely bothers you
Or the sadness in your eyes
As though everything is hollowed-
by the blankness of your stares
I gape-to your now sunken face
I curse-and embrace
The woman you loved
The woman who killed
The light of your genial spirit
“How to know Love?”
Am I to Trust-
Your schizophrenic scribbles?
Whilst you whine at your nostalgia
In the cage of your deep slumber
Where forever you’d wish to lie;
Where you’ll wish to lie forever
In an abandoned room of dread
Where many summers had gone by
Past beside me as you slept–
Praying hard for you to wake…
Dreams
14 Aug 2009 1 Comment
We do not gain dreams
We make them
Weaving…
From every glow of atom
Composing…
From the disarray of heartbeats
Speaking…
Through every kiss of words
Seeking…
An eternal introspection,
For the long elusive dream
Waiting
29 Jun 2009 3 Comments
in Poetry Tags: solitude, waiting

By this solitude
The soul is cast
Curses: patience to die
Illumines my kind
Thousands of masks
Accompanying the mark.
Of this magnificent lie
Of the sun setting
On perennial lovers
Of unadulterated feelings
Your shadow; the eclipse
Imbrues the purity of white
Implies the hopelessness of rescue
A minute before twelve
Stave we wait; we’ll never know
Til two hands finally meet
In the darkest hour
In the radiance of day;
Gauging half of 24
In time…
Fitting Garments
18 Nov 2008 1 Comment
in Poetry
Tear the linen of my skirt
Wash the stains with my tears
I wore you
And you wear me out
We try to fit in– we did
In these garments, we fag
In these clothings we weaved
Moments in thin strands of polysaccharides
But the fabric created patterns
Mismatched by friction; incinerates–
The seamstress destroyed it by fire
The complication of my desire
Measuring Love
18 Nov 2008 Leave a Comment
in Poetry
How can you measure love?
Can you measure love by counting teardrops?
Or the pleasure of how much flesh you felt?
By the length of an ardent kiss?
Or the touch of a warm carress?
Can love be measured by greetings
After a sempiternal Goodbye?
Perhaps of a demon-ridden jealousy,
By each strife brought to your pride?
Tekken
18 Nov 2008 2 Comments
in Poetry
I arrive at your cobbled doorway
with a strap of bra peeking
Out of the thin straps of my shirt
You invited me in to play
Animate the t.v. screens–ON with the fire!
In your empire, nervously I laid
Trembling at the analogs, you manipulate
Panting, screaming, gritting my teeth
At the grapheme of my desire
Yelling In every hit you made..
Til the climax pins me to the floor..
Dying passion… leaves the controllers back in your room
The game ends–
I lose












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